I brushed off every cruel comment and convinced myself not to take it personally. Looking back, I should've known there would come a day when I'd finally reached my limit. Five a.m. glowed blue on the nursery clock, and Onica was finally quiet against my shoulder. I rocked in the same worn chair where I'd fed Bradley three years earlier. My phone's alarm would tell me to start pumping before my shower. A little voice floated in from the hallway. "Mama? Is it morning-morning or nighttime-morning?" "It's shhh-morning, buddy," I whispered back. "Go crawl in with Daddy. I'll come get you soon." I rocked in the same worn chair. "Daddy's snoring." "I know, sweetheart. He's very good at it." I heard tiny footsteps pad away, then a thump, then silence. I closed my eyes for exactly four seconds before Onica hiccupped awake. By 7 a.m., I was in the kitchen, pumping under my blazer while stirring o...